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One day in 2012 I woke up and realized I had never felt at home in my body and no one had ever believed that.

This began journey for the truth that took me through a dangerous relationship with a man who promised he could truly see me and heal me. I read books with ideas that unraveled me, saw unlicensed healers with secret sex cults who unearthed my traumas and left me alone with them, all the while being passed through hundreds of dismissive and bored medical professionals.

In 2025 I drove through the pouring rain to Rhode Island to finally get my diagnosis.

This is the story of that 13 year long journey.