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A Modern Fable - Short Film

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Billie has lived in terror of vomiting since childhood. When a positive pregnancy test shatters her fragile stability, she is drawn into a surreal confrontation with her mother, led by her worn-out childhood teddy bear.

 
 

It’s time to change the way the world sees emetophobia.

“Emetophobia affects millions, but almost no one talks about it. I have had this fear since elementary school but it wasn’t until my early 20’s that I realized there was a name for it. And a name meant treatment, it meant understanding. It meant there was hope. I want anyone suffering with this to know there is hope.”
— Jaina Cipriano, director + writer

MEET THE CAST

 
 

BEHIND THE SCENES

We shot for three wonderful, long days with a crew of 30+ people. It was the most fun I have ever had on set.

I had been so worried about vomiting happening on set. Would the film trigger me? Would it trigger someone else? Would the vomit gods strike us down with a weird virus or maybe we’d get food poisoning? That would all be a nightmare.

But, when it ended I felt disoriented - not relieved, like I had expected. I felt like I had been dancing with my fears. I had become friends with something that I had avoided for so very long.

Photos by Olivia Moon + Jaina Cipriano + Lucas O’Neil

MEET THE CREW

You really can’t make a movie alone. I wouldn’t have been able to do this without the creative, technical and emotional input of so many incredible people. Making a film about my biggest fear was so fun and light because I felt supported.

 
 

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SLIMETIME SUMMER FUNDRAISER

In 2025 before we launched our online fundraiser we threw a SLIMETIME party where producer Carley and I got slimed when we hit our goal for the night. It was so surreal to throw a party lightly themed around the fear of vomiting. Something in my head clicked.

I want more of this.

Photos by John Savoia

 

Podcasts

Recovery

Curious about my journey to (mostly) recovered? Or maybe you wonder why I ended up this way? I talk about some of that here!

Vomiting in films

Is it necessary? Is it cliche?

Did it help or hurt my emetophobia?

Using art to heal

How does creating help me overcome my terrible feat of vomiting?

 

WHY DOES THIS FILM NEED TO EXIST?

 
 

Boston Compass Editorial on Emetophobia

My exploratory piece in Boston Compass paper, talking about my lived experience with this phobia. Read the full piece here.

 

Behind the Scenes - Building our DreamWorld Sets

It was important for me to build the spaces our film takes place in because I wanted them to feel the way my anxiety, fear and memories feel.

Claustrophobic. Like a bedtime story. Like a nightmare.

Photos by John Savoia + Jaina Cipriano

 

WANT TO BE A PART OF THE MOVEMENT?

 
 

Help Us Hit the Finish Line

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Special thanks to our sponsor, BIA Journey, an online tool to help you overcome your fears and to our fiscal sponsor, Stowe Story Labs.